Well, this is definately about being honest with ourselves and within ourselves... I understand whole heartedly about being too poor and just too dang tired to eat right. It's just easier to grab a sub and a bag of pretzels... and pop.... and then sitting at the computer to nibble on nibblies.... and go through the drive thru.... and not exercise even though you KNOW you should... It's too hot to walk... it's too cold to walk... it's raining.... etc. etc. I don't check my b.s.l. like I should... I can't really remember the last time i checked it. Although, that is not as important in my case... I'm on one pill a day, no injected insulin. But with everything else that is going on with me... I know what has to be done... I don't know... it's like one more responsibility that I just don't want to deal with... Why have I never shirked from responsibility that involves others more so than myself... but, when it is primarily for me... I let it slide?